10.18.2003
10.17.2003
10.15.2003
hmm... just got back from dinner at a friend's house. they had a bunch of people over and we all just hung out... it was a lot of fun. something that i've needed, i think, just tohang w/ some people my own age, relaxed... i def. enjoyed it all the way. the dinner was great, too!
other than that?
sometimes i wonder if i will ever be satisfied. i am doubting it more and more. some of it is not nec. good, i just need to learn to be okay with what's given me. some of it is good, though, i think. i don't think this world will ever satisfy me; only heaven and God's own presence will ever do that, i beleive. that's going to be my true home, and i'm homesick, and will be until i get there, so? yeah... just the ramble of the evening...
on a totally unrelated but positive side note, i don't have to work until like 8 tomorrow, unstead of 5:45. so, i can sleep until seven, instead of five. yeah for me!
happy easter, huh? well, merry christmas to you, too...! :P
other than that?
sometimes i wonder if i will ever be satisfied. i am doubting it more and more. some of it is not nec. good, i just need to learn to be okay with what's given me. some of it is good, though, i think. i don't think this world will ever satisfy me; only heaven and God's own presence will ever do that, i beleive. that's going to be my true home, and i'm homesick, and will be until i get there, so? yeah... just the ramble of the evening...
on a totally unrelated but positive side note, i don't have to work until like 8 tomorrow, unstead of 5:45. so, i can sleep until seven, instead of five. yeah for me!
happy easter, huh? well, merry christmas to you, too...! :P
10.13.2003
so, tonight was a guy night all the way.
started off w/ some frozen pizza, always a classic. we then bought some cigars and promptly climbed a mountain and sat in the dark smoking them. only guys do this. so, yeah, all in all, a good night... but, i do smell like cigar smoke, lol...
other than that? i've cut my work schedule back in order to have more time to do school work, so we'll see how that goes. i really need to get my butt in gear.
speaking of, i have been jogging some, finally working on getting in shape. i am thinking about trying to get into the police academy, but in order to do that i have to be able to run 1.5 miles in 12 min. my last go was 18 min, but i walked almost a mile of it. so? after 2 days of running, i am making progress... lol...
oh, to all my readers in the great white northern lands, happy thanksgiving! we've still got a month to go, so? i can smell turkey already...
but, yeah, that is about the mostest of it, so g'night all...
started off w/ some frozen pizza, always a classic. we then bought some cigars and promptly climbed a mountain and sat in the dark smoking them. only guys do this. so, yeah, all in all, a good night... but, i do smell like cigar smoke, lol...
other than that? i've cut my work schedule back in order to have more time to do school work, so we'll see how that goes. i really need to get my butt in gear.
speaking of, i have been jogging some, finally working on getting in shape. i am thinking about trying to get into the police academy, but in order to do that i have to be able to run 1.5 miles in 12 min. my last go was 18 min, but i walked almost a mile of it. so? after 2 days of running, i am making progress... lol...
oh, to all my readers in the great white northern lands, happy thanksgiving! we've still got a month to go, so? i can smell turkey already...
but, yeah, that is about the mostest of it, so g'night all...
10.12.2003
i just lost a post. it said it saved it, but i can't find it for the life of me. crappy. maybe i will feel inspired again later.
