unhindered and (seemingly) illogical

I AM DONE WITH SCHOOL!!! yes, it feels nice. i am packing now, trying to get all ready to go. feels weird to be saying goodbye to all my friends who are leaving, but? at the same time, i know i will be seeing most of them again, so? it's all good. hasn't really set in that in like 3 days i am going to be back in MT for the first time in almost 4 months. weird. oh well, back to packing.

yeah... as of around 2 pm tomorrow, i will be completely done with school for the year! that i am looking forward to. i am looking forward to going home too, i think. it's nice to have a change of scenery... at least, it is warmer there... lol! other than that? not much... i should be studying, but i don't care that much anymore, so? the exam is in less than a half-hour, and i am, not going to retain much between now and then, so? i know what i will know, and what i don't, i don't. so here i go....

well... one final done for today, and it went so much better than i expected! so, that was good. made me feel a little better, anyhow. one more to go, which i am slightly more confident about now, but not too much more so... lol... and then tomorrow i have 2 easy exams, so? i am not too worried about the rest of this. i have made it halfway, by the grace of God, and by that i will make it through the rest of them.

argh... yeah. i did really well on my 1st final this morning, but? the one this afternoon? not so much. grr... i was really hoping to do well on it, and i am not so sure that is what happened. oh, bother. i have 2 more tomorrow which i am not likely to do well one, but? it's a little late to do a whole lot about it. i will cram some tonight and tomorrow, but? right now i am just battling the stress factor, which is approaching critical mass.... lol... just need to take a deep breath and get through this year. next year is shaping up quite nicely, though, so that is a good thing. but? i need to make it through this year 1st. God give me strength...

well, done with one final, will have another one done in a few hours. only 5 to go! woohoo!! yeah... time to go back to cramming...

something i was informed of tonight: just because you are older doesn't mean you are wiser, it just might mean that you've been wrong longer. i thought it was amusing... lol! on that note, time for bed, as i have my 1st final at 9 am.

yeah... just doing some studying today, then have a dorm meeting tonight sometime. oh yeah, fun stuff. as much as i don't like the weather being so much cooler, it does well to keep me inside and studying, so that is kinda good. other than that? a friedn from last semester came up and surprised us this weekend. it was cool, although it made studying a little hard at points, just b/c i would rather hang with her than study! of course, i'd rather do just about anything then study... lol... anyhow... back to the books!

nothing like some good praise and worship to help me refocus, and to get in touch with God. yeah, i needed that...

word of the wise: don't stay up until 4:30 in the morning. it just messes up your sleep schedule. but? i haven't hardly gotten any studying done today, which is not all that great. oh, well. i am not overly worried about it anymore. i can only do as well as i can do. yeah...