unhindered and (seemingly) illogical

"theoretically, if you could remove all females from the world, then music would not be as good..."

just kicking it, watching as all the kids show up. looking forward to seeing my sister, as i haven't seen her in 2 months. i ams ure she could care less about seeing me, but? it will be nice to see her. anyhow... its cold out today, but not as bad as i expected it to be. its gonna be a long weekend, but it should be (?) fun... i think i am going to go write on my typewriter now... maybe i will come up with something post worhty and put it on here later.
-maverick-

one whopper jr. w/ ketchup only please, to go.
and can i get a side of skittles with that?
hmm...
-maverick-

there's nothing like a little Burger King in the wee hours of the AM to get the day(?) going...
or just to finish the night...
-maverick-

2 pair of sandals in 2 years...
man, i am hard on these things...
-maverick-

time for a nice little game of cribbage...
now i feel old...lol!
-maverick-

lol... its funny when you are cruising around other peoples' blogs, and discover you have something in common. it's just kinda weird. like when you click on someone's blog, and the have one of the same comic strips that i read everyday, right there on their blog. it's a small world afterall... it's a small world afterall... it's a small, small world......... oops. reverted back to like grade 5 there for a minute. anyhow...
-maverick-

(Chorus)
Say Won't You Say,
Say That You Love Me
With Love, Ever, Love
Love Everlasting?
All My Devotion Put Into Motion By You
Every Morning I
Have Chance To Rise And
Give My All
But Every Afternoon I Find I Have Only Wasted Time
In Light Of Your Awe
Isn't Love Amazing
I Forgot How To Speak
Knowing You Are Near And
I Am Finally Free
(Chorus)
My Eyes Fear To Close
This Reckless Letting Go Is
Hard To Bear
On The Edge Of All I Need
Still I Cling To What I See
And What Have I There?
Bred My Own Disaster
Who Have I To Blame?
All I Need Is Waiting
To Be Fanned To Flame
(Chorus)
I opened up my eyes
To see you standing there
Oh i can barely breathe
And i can hardly bear
All the love that i feel for You inside
I hope You feel it now so, so now...
(Chorus)

Say Won't You Say
-Jennifer Knapp-

so, the weekend has offically begun for me... and tomrrow 2500 people will invade my small college community. its gonna be crazy. yeah... other than that? i am behind on my reading for school, and its freezing outside. oh well. just makes me want spring and summer to come, but i know it will be here all too soon! i miss the rain of spring... i grew up in the rain, and its in my blood, i think. i love the rain, thunder storms, etc... maybe that's weird, but? i dunno... but? i am feeling really creative again today... i don't know why, but i am. i feel like writing something, maybe i will later today. i have a meeting to attend here shortly, but maybe after that i will write a little. i don't know. we'll see... anyhow, time for this kid to head out...
-maverick-

brrrr....
spring can't come soon enough.
-maverick-

morals and convictions can be inconvinient and costly...
but, nonetheless, they are for the greater good.
-maverick-

so, i was coming back home tonight from working at the youth group that i help out with, when i saw something that you don't see too often. the lights of the city were reflecting off all the ice crystals in the air, making beams of light that shot straight up into the sky... its one of my favorite things to see... i've only seen it a few times now, and have never had my camera handy, which is too bad.... and the little town i'm in doesn't have any lights big enough to produce this effect in a picture worthy manner. oh well. it was nice to just watch them as i rode down the highway, listening to songs from all kinds of no-name punk bands. not horribly fitting music, but? what can ya do....? lol... sometimes the music just doesn't fit the dance you're wanting to do... lol...
-maverick-

yeah, so i watched the whole hockey game and now it's almost a quarter to midnight... and it's time for bed soon.
-maverick-

so, tonight was open dorms, where they let the girls come over and visit for a span of 2 hours. its kinda fun, but not overly exciting. however, it is definitely the only time some of the guys' rooms get cleaned. so? its a good thing, i think. lol... other than that, nothing too exciting going on. i was feeling super creative tonight, so took some pics that i had and put them in a frame that i had sitting around. i really like the way it turned out. its nice to be able to actually do something when creativity strkies, and have it turn out ok. ususally doesn't work that way for me.... lol... but, it did tonight, and i was quite pleased with it. there is just something cool about making something out your own work. i could almost call it art... and it is made entirely from original pictures. i don't know, but there is just something satifying in it. i certainly won't complain. but, yeah... enough of my ramblings, i suppose. i had just been meaning to do it for quite some time, and finally got around to it tonight. yeah... anyhow, i am off to support my some of my dormmates (including my roomie) by watching them play hockey. but, i don't intend to watch much more than the 1st period. too cold, and too much to do tonight. so? anyhow, i am off...
-maverick-

well, i got my paper done, i've got my computer up and working well again, and on top of that all, it's just a plain beautiful sunny day outside! it is a good day... i think it will continue to be good, too... i don't know why. prolly 'cause God is just good!
-maverick-

and it is done, glory and hallelujah!
and i only had to skip my lit. class to finish it...
i am happy now... my stress level just went down several points... anyhow, time to go get ready for class!
-maverick-

so, its about 9 am, and i am just sitting here at my computer, working on my history paper, and listening to Spoon. i really like the little bit of their music that i have heard. kinda reminds of a newer version of Steely Dan, for those of you who have ever heard them. (and you probably have, whether you realize it or not...) but? i am getting closer to slaying the beast that is this paper, which is of course encouraging. anyhow, no more procrastinating...
-maverick-

yeah, so, God is good...
even if i'm not really getting anywhere on my history paper...
i still know that He is good.
yeah...
so, i haven't really posted a whole lot on here recently, due mostly to the fact that i was not home for most of the weekend, but also due to the fact that i don't know what to write sometimes, and lately that has been me. what to say? i don't get to go home for spring break, i get to stay and do homework. which doesn't bother me too much, as it really needs to get done, and yeah... i kinda would like to go home and see my family... but? i don't know. i never get any work done when i go home, and i can't afford for that to happen. so? i think i will just stay here and chill. God is teaching me a lot right now... i know this is good, but sometimes its hard. and i need to be typing my history paper... so, off i go...
-maverick-

lying somewhere between confusion and exhaustion
thoughts consume my mind
moiving to and fro, evading capture and submission
it is difficult just to stand
my mind is taxed, tired, and troubled
my body longs for sleep...
and yet i must press on, my duties call my name
and i press on

okay, so it's not as bad as all that. i just have to write a paper, and i really don't want to. and i am kinda tired on top of that. and that's what came out when i tried to say that. stupid poet in me.
-maverick-

i have a feeling...
that i may be here a while...
hmm...
-maverick-

"you! job..."
"you...! model citizen..."
lol...!!!
-maverick-

and i'm back...
i had a fun weekend away, i didn't think about school once, and, yeah... it was very nice. i got to just hang out w/ one of my best friends, so that was nice... i am sure i have lots to write about, if i could think... but i am kinda tired now, so to bed i will go, i think...
-maverick-